Anxiety

I'm doing better but still have a little anxiety. I can not wait until this trip begins and come home. I feel pushed to go to Florida and not come back, but I am not wasting the money on the ticket. I am coming back and will consider moving later. I want to be here to say good bye to my friends instead of just moving without a Word. Besides, I already invited my friends over to swim and bbq. I'm not moving to Florida, unless I feel led to do so. I wish I can explain to my friend, but I don't know how to explain to her or tell her that I feel pressured.