I don't feel like doing anything today. I know I should be reading, but it seems I am trying hard to avoid reading. What I want to do is go to bed and wake up next week. I know that is not possible though. I just do not feel like doing anything at all. Physically I am fine, but emotionally I feel like a wreck. I keep missing my time in the living room and when I would like to be in there, I can't. I am just stuck in my room all the time. I wish things were different at my house and I wish we did not have two people living in the living room or even one.